today's educational clip

If you click on the link below and watch the clip...it's Cheng Yee's fault... :P


http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/219693

[edit] okay..okay..so that flash movie WAS dumb...but i liked this one..it's funny..in a kinda dark way...
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/157883

confessions

I have a secret crush. It's been kept so long...i've just gotta break free...and say....
I love tees. Heh
Seriously i really do...baby tees(yesyesyes i know they don't give enough coverage..stop telling me already!!)..cheeky ones, funni ones,dumb ones,round necked ones, V'necked ones...black,white,orange,red,brown,pink,purple,mishmash,branded,pasar-malam,hand-me-down...*sighs*
There's a tee for everything and anything...

This one while giving kids motivational talks...

This one to explain the laws of physics...

for those days



or maybe this tee isn't such a good idea...


this one just um..because...

and this one for the days i feel nice


all tshirt designs from www.threadless.com

And I said....

Speech.
The bane of my life and the one strong foe I cannot seem to defeat and a skill of communication I cannot forsake.
Singularly, it has the power to put to waste any sort of good that would come from me.And lately, as I've thought more about it, this flaw coupled with my temper, almost throws me in utter hopelessness at overcoming either one of these two malicious partners.

Can I blame neither my hot temper nor my all-too-quick tongue on nobody else but me? How I wish I could! Understanding is sometimes unwanted... imagine how much easier I could rest if I perceived that all my flaws were products of others?

And yet, still there is always, always hope. ' So let us come boldly to the throne of our gracious God. There we will receive His mercy, and we will find the grace to help us when we need it.'

(edit: eh..nonononono...i'm not depressed or anything..i just like ranting...it's fun!! really!! i think..:P)

buku nota

Do you have one of this? I found my little note book from a camp some years back...

Rather than getting warm fuzzies reading about what a great person i am (what?i have to indulge sometimes right? :P ) i found the scribbles FUNNI !! lol.....amazing how people turn out in a few years time..those who couldn't really spell my name right now can think of a couple of dozen nonsensical things that can rhyme with it..... and some still can't get it right :P

stuf

been reading Chocolat by Joanne Harris...good book...not the love-story you'd expect with a title like that...plenty of (what else) the sinfully-delicious, knee-weakening confectionary...but more than that...it's the "story about temptation, pleasure, and what a complete waste of time it is to deny yourself anything"

How horribly unbiblical.

It's been a couple of frustrating days for me. Ridiculously unbearable weather makes you kinda nuts...:P But I've been wondering, about God. I've this view of God that not many people understand....a great mixture of lover,friend,master,dictator,dreamer, and on and on...

And most recently...fragile. A fragile God. So vulnerable,open,unguarded...what kind of God would let himself be hurt by a puny human's sin? To weep at the mere idea of pain and sadness in you and me.

There's this old song by Lobo that goes, "I can't seperate your love from life..to me they are one and the same thing..." Granted Lobo wasn't really thinking about spending eternity with God during the song..but that line somehow sums up all I want my life on earth to be. I want it to be God's, to be entwined in his will...his plans..the fragile God.

sorry

Just a short one...this one's to the principal of the Tun Hussien Onn school..(hope I got the name right)

I'm sorry, I really am-for walking about without permission in your school compound. And even more sorry for how I acted when you told me and my friends off... we didn't realize the security problem it was for a couple of unknown teens to be walking in the school especially on a day when it's supposed to be closed.

Lady, I know the possiblities of you reading this site is virtually nil..and you probably won't remember me or even see me again.....but I suppose this is just to soothe my guilty conscience so I can sleep at night.

God!!! This guarding my heart,mind and tongue is TOUGH!!

Couldn't it be something easier? Like ...making my bed...>_<....sighs

being human

Life is very good. I understand chemistry for the first time *yay!*
Been having the annual (and my last) sukantara. I’ve learnt that being stubborn isn’t always good…spraining my back has actually taught me some things…like 4km isn’t that far to jog, and exercise, while good for health can actually make injuries worst. I know, I know..you people didn’t know that right? :P

Anyways..on the subject of learning new things.
It’s my final-PreU year here….have gotten over the initial irritation/egoistical self-centredness at having to do F6 which is supposedly harder and longer than doing an A-level course. F6 is harder, owing to the fact that you one exam which covers the whole syllabus as opposed to splitting it up into a few tests...and you have to still wear a uniform..AND attend assemblies...
But other than that,its been awesome. I’ve met people who are so different from the clique I’ve gotten used to. Being placed far apart from people who’ve learnt to put up with me for the last 5 or more years, comfortable friends…people whom I don’t have to make myself likeable to….
In a way it’s been a wake-up call, reminding me that I’m getting ready to change my lifestyle..in a physical way that is. And also to see how my values, thinking, personality have changed over the years. New people, new ideas, new, new, new.
There’s a sense of detachment in the relationships formed during this few months which comes from the understanding that this is the last pitstop, a last hurrah of sorts before having to
simply…. grow up.

Yeah…F6 was a good idea…now all I have to do is get through it…in one piece. Heh.