symptoms of [mal]function

can you see the signs?

Sunday, July 31, 2005

dctalk

Is this one for the people?
Is this one for the Lord?
Or do I simply serenade for things I must afford?
You can jumble them together, my conflict still remains
Holiness is calling, in the midst of courting fame

Cause I see the trust in their eyes
Though the sky is falling
They need Your love in their lives
Compromise is calling

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?

What if I stumble, and what if I fall?
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble, what if I fall?

Father please forgive me for I cannot compose
The fear that lives within me
Or the rate at which it grows
If struggle has a purpose
On the narrow road you've carved
Why do I dread my trespasses will leave a deadly scar
Do they see the fear in my eyes?
Are they so revealing?
This time I cannot disguise
All the doubt I'm feeling
What if I stumble?

Everyone's got to crawl when you know that
You're up against a wall, it's about to fall

I hear You whispering my name
"My love for You will never change"
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You are my comfort, and my God

Is this one for the people, is this one for the Lord?

Saturday, July 30, 2005

buble

today's mini crush:

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michael buble

Incredibly cute rite? Heh. Sorry...i know..this blog seems to be degenerating into a much of unsubstantial-ness. Maybe tomorrow....I'll blog something worth reading tomorrow.


Tuesday, July 19, 2005

culinary goddess

Deep down inside I've always wanted to be like those celebrity chefs on tv.
They fry,dice,chop,stir-fry up a storm and still look like a million $$!

I can just envision myself whipping some fantastic dish together,while still having a
super career + (insert choice of luxury sedan here) + the latest fashions + (insert random dream). I wanna be able to do it all!
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So, in order to achieve this sometime between getting a degree and retiring,
I've started with:

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I think I'll just make my speciality canned food...I do that really well :P

*food pics courtesy of www.fabfoodpix.com

Monday, July 18, 2005

accident prone

before anything, i'd like to make it clear that i'm NOT a klutz...just accident-prone

I get bruises (my current record is one with a 1.5 inch diameter) in the oddest places-and have no idea where or when i got them. Cuts,scrapes,scratches..all part of my daily routine.Not that i plan/get them on purpose of course...they're like those "collect-em-all's" in fastfood outlets.

I don't mind the little irritating sting of when soap hits the random cut (What another?!) but they worst part is...the scars.

So I went googl-ing and voila!
Nothing. Either that,or i'm using the wrong keywords to search -_-

Sunday, July 10, 2005

missing


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sitting in silence
the ache of memories
seem to overwhelm the senses
rendering thoughts immobile
holding them captive
to flashbacks of what has been

time flows swiftly then
erasing youthful years
passion, hopes, dreams
vanishing into thick clouds of weariness

i search my past
to find what is needed
to fill the future
i search for what is missing