jeanette

sometimes it takes a few years to get used to living with the other people in your family whom you vaguely see everyday...one day it hits you...they live here too...:P

that's my sis in the picture...the only one i have (i'm referring to my sister lah....not the picture..)

i think i like her. for all 15 years of my life that's she's been in for....she's done a pretty darn good job at being the kid sister...and i'm proud of her..not many people can do what she's been doing the past 3 years or so.....she wakes me up for school...>_<

and both of us can spell each other's names correctly - on the first try ( sorry..inside joke)

so, yeah...some days...you wake up and realize, the people you live with ... are family.

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what do you say after silence falls?

how do you know that something's gone wrong?

when can you speak so the words don't hurt?

can friendship be unsulied

unswayed by harsh preconcepts?

could flawed beings ever grasp perfection

or craft such a thing of beauty?

is all that remains

just questions

yuletide

I have a confession.

I don’t like Christmas.
While the rest of the ‘fa-la-la’ group goes along merrily with goodwill and cheer to all…
yours sincerely is the epitome of gloominess and perpetual upside down smiles
while it’s not that I don’t enjoy carols, parties, food, presents, friends and fun….it’s depressing to know that Christmas is also the most over-commercialized, materialistic, individualistic season of the year.
I sound like a grinch. Sheesh
Don’t mind this post though ( I hope no negative vibes about Christmas affected you by reading this- it is Christmas anyway….WHY ARE YOU ONLINE READING BLOGS?)

Christmas in its very essence is a celebration.
A happy commemoration of pure, boundless, bubbling JOY of the birth of Jesus which was
greeted by the shepherds who left the sheep…proclaimed by the angels, and long-awaited by the faithful.
So may this day be one of peace, marvel and inner solitude filled with gratitude born of a heart which recognizes this awesome show of grace from the One who is Love.

Have yourself a merry little Christmas, Let your heart be light, from now on,our troubles will be out of sightHave yourself a merry little Christmas, Make the Yule-tide gay, from now on, our troubles will be miles away......And have yourself A merry little Christmas now.

now what?

so i'm home.
my room's a mess.....stuff everywhere...
oof...reality hits hard...i got back to loads of undone project work..a huge box of upper six (thanks gary) books...piles of notes.. committee meeting,christmas stuff..family members ...
>_<

but still...

it's kinda peaceful around here..:)

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